A look at my messy room...I bet your room never looks like this!
Do you ever have one of those days where you just feel pitty for yourself?
Well, today is one of those days for me.
I feel like a slovenly pig because I have not been eating the way I should.
I feel as though some of the decisions Oswald and I have made in the past might haunt us the rest of our lives.
I feel as though I have so much to do and so little time to do it.
I can't wait for my mom to get here, but I am also nervous about everything I need to do between now and then to get ready for her arrival.
I feel like I am just barely keeping my head above water sometimes.
And all I want to do is snuggle my sweet kids. A dear friend of mine lost her toddler this week and it makes me realize how fragile life is and how blessed I am to have my kids here on this earth with me. It makes me thankful for the knowledge of Eternal Families.
I feel a whole lot better writing all of this stuff down. Thanks for letting me vent.
It's always nice to get things off my chest!
Everybody is entitled to "one of those days" once in awhile, so dont beat yourself up over it. Remember the infamous words of Scarlett O'Hara, "I can't think about that now, for tomorrow is another day." Or, Annie, "The Sun will come up tomorrow." Love you.
ReplyDeleteYou are such a strong person! You go through all that and I have no idea you've even missed a step. Just remember the Lord won't give us what we can't handle. Sometimes I wish he didn't trust us so much, haha! [[hugs]]
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